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Monday, 21 September 2009

  • Nowadays...

    its senior year, no more room for fighting
    i getting along with everyone, but yeah there still some people that look at me strangely
    grow up kids!! in other words im doing good so far getting A's on tests, coming to skool on time
    yupyup, good yeah, imma make the best of it.
    im still kick ass in TAEKWONDO! im getting ready for regionals. hopefully we have them, im so hyper
    ahah ... yeah .. umm. i colored my hair but im to lazy to take a photo of it, i'll out it on my next post, Colleges....
    im happy i want to get out the house ASAP. ooh and im looking for College's that have TKD in it. yupyup.
    this is going to be an interesting year.

    Purple! xD

Monday, 07 September 2009

Saturday, 15 August 2009

  • Currently
    Bone Palace Ballet
    By Chiodos
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    schools.

    they are driving me insane, i cant think about this no more
    seriously. i cant go to SMHS due to money problem. i wanted to go to Dickinson because
    they have certain things i want in that skool. as for lincoln, this is my senior year, and i know other student that are going to be ahead of me in the science field(this is why i want to goto dickinson) i want to catch up or be rite there with them once i hit college. OMG. i cant register for dickison cuz it not in my district, what kind of BS is that. i live 7 block from that skool. and ferris is rite next to me to, but thats a school for business. i dont wanna study that either. you know how far lincoln is to far.. OMG skool district system i swear to god. to top it off i can go to VPA for drama. from the ish load of work imma have to do since public skool dont take my religion credit. and if i cant get into dickinson. my real father offered that i could go to skool over there. its a good deal but 2 problem (good reason) he doesnt know im gay and i dont know how the hell he is going to react to that. (stupid reason) there a guy that i could have a chance with and i dont wanna lose that. ugh ... f**k my life. what do i do. like for real. i worked to hard in skool, and this is what i get. for real, Honor Student, NHS, athletic, WTF(tkd). i do it all. i swear. tuesday is gonna be the day i lose it. omg... this suxz balls.

    where is the moon when i need it the most. ...

Sunday, 02 August 2009

  • Lasts nights Dream

    yesterday when falling asleep i dreamt of someone.
    normally this doesn't happen to me. but this one was weirder then others
    its this guy i like but i know it cant be so then why did i dream about it
    its strange. im in deep sleep. and all of the sudden, its like he is holding me.
    i can feel his arms around me. his facial hair, and his body right next to mine.
    i know it cant be anyone playing a joke on me cause my doors always have a lock
    and im the only one that has the key to it. but its strange. to think that he was holding
    me. it really felt like he was there. hopefully im not the only one that had this feeling.
    i like it alot. well yeah l8er

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Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • praisefest!

    well it was okay.
    i missed you guy YFC yupyup
    alot of new faces, some of those guys kinda cute
    but their str8 so "DAMNIT!!" beside that trust. yupyup
    you guys are in my prayer, met some kool new people
    like a kuya that does taekwondo. to bad i dont know his name
    ill see him again, i sld have bowed to him = courtesy. yupyup.
    ugh, master Claudio would have killed me if i didnt do that. ooh well
    i know better next time.

    the ride home was okay. listening to music and kuya ames and some other guy
    talking about different restaurant and buffalo wings are better then the other idk.
    i was listening to music. hmmm ... well thats it

    guys have fun in conference! xD
    yay!!

    -OniiChanJP-

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